Do you ever think about what or how your life will look without a codependent, toxic relationship?
I remember thinking “I just want peace and the freedom to be myself without trying to please my partner”...
In all actuality, I could never please him anyway.
What I am trying to say is that if you want to dream about what your life should and could like, I hear you.
The crazy thing is I never once thought about how beautiful my life would actually be, because all I could do was the bare minimum to survive emotionally and physically.
My best friend, Nichole (yes we have the same name), used to tell me “Nicole, God is making a better place for you”. Honestly I didn’t really get what she meant, but she knew exactly what she meant.
Now I sit here in a destination that is more beautiful than I could have ever imagined.
You deserve the same, my friend. We all do.